im missing you all lots.

IM DEAD DRUNK WRITING THIS POST!

IS A LONG TIME SINCE UPDATE!

Its been a long time since i update my blog. had changed the link address to another. edited and deleted some posts. might have some difference.

tmr is the last day in the company. WILL MISS THOSE FUN LOVING COLLEAGUES!
have to find a new job to survive. STRESS! i wish to go back to study with my own abilities. but the course fees is so steep. how long do i have to work to go back to my further studies? IS STILL A QUESTION MARK!

so many QUESTIONS MARKS going round my mind. NOTHING SEEMS TO BRING THE ISSUE OUT OF MY MIND!

had been searching for jobs online for about half a day. sent resumes over and one company called and arranged for an interview. i wanted to change it to wednesday because the interview is arranged at 4pm in the afternoon. was kinda late though.

i feel like im wasting my time in my life. there are things that i do that i dont even enjoy doing. is like forcing myself to complete the task. IS THIS LIFE? i had not enjoy enough of student life! hais. maybe this is the fate of my life.

IM FEELING SO STRESS! JOB!JOB!JOB! IS MAKING ME CRAZY! cant i find a job with good salary and near working place? with nice colleagues and without HIGH politics WORKING ENVIRONMENT? STRESS! STRESS! STRESS!

today is my off day. had about 11 hours plus of sleep. but was still feeling kind of tired. tomorrow working schedule is 6-10, whereas wednesday working hour is changed from 5-10 to 10-3. im feeling very tired of the job as sales coordinator. although the working hours is long somedays, but there is 3 days off per week. paywise is too little. always used up my pay within 2 weeks after receiving it. I WISH I CAN GO BACK TO MY STUDIES AND BACK AS A STUDENT. working life is so much boring and lifeless.

I CANT STAND IT ANYMORE. kinda had been having stomache almost everyday. was feeling so uncomfortable during working hours.

why is there always a bunch of customers or a couple of customers coming at the same time? or why is there always during certain time there is no customers at all? is making me so confused!

i have two days off. thursday and friday, im on morning shift. is so sleepy. dont seems to have enough sleep. feeling my eyelids so heavy, is telling me to go to bed and rest early.

shall end here.

having bad flu and block nose AGAIN! feeling abit feverish due to the flu and sore throat.
im on shift on monday! SUPPOSE to be on OFF DAY! hope that my flu will get well on MONDAY. have to work five days in a row to get three off days. will really wish that time will pass with MORE MORE MORE SALES. time will be kind of draggy if there is nothing to do.

IM HAPPY TODAY!