im sorry.

had burger king for breakfast and lunch. was so piss off in the morning. i was backstabbed by the idiotic in charge. she go on telling people my conduct in the office. she doesnt know that the new staff and me is so buddy buddy. she didnt expect that she will tell me about it. i will just endure for 3 weeks and i will be free from the politics and the suffocating environment. just simply regretted the extension of my contract. deeply regretted. was printing the CVs again. seems like it is never ending. was quite agitated by the system as i clicked on the person name and it came out another person application. took quite a long time to get the correct application.

went to meet dear after work. was feeling bad when i saw him. i somehow had some negligence on him. i kept throwing my temper and doing things that hurt him. i felt that im always in a position that there must be someone to tolerate all this. somehow the person maybe tolerating for once but not forever. its kind of stuck up of me. i must change my temper and attitude.

i just want to say you are always tolerating all my bad points and not getting angry over it. instead you came pacifying me. i really feel bad. IM SO SORRY, DEAR. i will change for the better.