heartbroken

yesterday night and morning, LZH and myself really had a hard time. keep thinking of those unneccessary. total breakdown in the office, everyone is looking at me with my swollen eyes. cant concentrate in my work at all. after work, LZH came to fetch me, ordered pig organ soup for me only as i didnt had my lunch. talked things out, bused back to amk, B bought stuffs for me to bring to work to snack as i always tell him im hungry. sat at viod deck, clear the air and everything is back to normal. i doesnt want things like this to happen again. my heart really broke into tiny pieces like a piece of glass.