Friday, August 7, 2009

CONFUSED AND SAD

i was so happy in the afternoon at 1plus when i received your text. telling me you are back from your outfield training. after your third replied text, nothing came from you again. i was pacing up and down. my phone is dead, dont really know is my eyes playing tricks on me again or did you really text me. sigh* had spagetti for dinner, am so full, feeling so unwell. cant concentrate on anything. you said you will be out today!
IS HAS BEEN 31 DAYS!
HOW MUCH LONGER MUST I WAIT!
IS IT TOO MUCH!
ENDURANCE REALLY DO HAVE LIMITS!
im not sure of myself too. seeing people get to meet up but i dont get to. they are always telling me to be more accommodating, but they are not in my shoes they dont really know it feels. is awful! why am i always the one waiting and i dont get any fruitful labor?

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