Tired.

almost everyday i dropped dead on my bed after washing up. workload is increasing. had not been stopping my hands at work. had been typing till my finger get stiff, dont even have the time to go to the washroom. boss will be back tomorrow, hope nothing happens. so many things to update him. worried i will be blamed by boss of hearing the wrong info of giving the leads. is so hard to keep track as everyone come to your seat and say i finish my copy can u give me one brand new piece, others will be saying too biased and give them so many copies as they have not ask for one. there are silence backstabber in the office, which i dont know who and is hard to know, as all are smiling with hidden agenda and you dont know what are they thinking and whats their next step. i work just for one motive which is the salary and i want to get back to my studies as soon as possible. i hate working life, where i will get back aching, stiff neck, lack of sleep and cant leave on the dot. i wish i can survive there for a long term basis and get along well.