yesterday, tasted B's culinary skills, pasta, overall it tastes nice. but B kept commenting not nice not nice. must have confidence in the things you do. left his place around 7pm after having his mum's cooked soup, headed to suntec, had our dinner there. make our way to clarke quay, passed by esplanade as yesterday had the 60 mins earth saving day. everybody lit candles and B said its so romantic and missed having those atmosphere for a long time. bused home.

dreaded going to work. always doing the same routines, daily reports, performances' report, MTD report, internal report, calls report, courier slips plus report, calls, enrolment forms, claims forms and many more. I SERIOULY HATE MONDAY, is already BLUE mood and i had to complete FRIDAY's and SATURDAY's sales REPORT. driving me nuts. i want to learn new things, but some how i cant find time to slot myself into something new. i dont want to let people look down on me as i dont know what kind of insurance plans they are selling, the premium and the benefits. i was once in insurance line but in different selling points and benefits and plans. things are different now, as im only in administrative side not an insurance executive. position wise is different and standing point is different too. im the only admin support other than manager, seems like i cant tell which is good and which is bad, as i dont know is there any hidden agenda in them and turn around i get stab in my back. ITS TORMENTING!