im really tired. why do i have to go through so much hurdles in order to get something? is this predestined? or is it just to make a fool out of me? i really had enough of it! its turning me nuts!
why cant things remain as the same? why does it have to change? i really dont wish to think about it. im not in a position to make any decision. im SORRY.

MAYBE I MYSELF DOESNT EVEN REALLY KNOWS WHAT I REALLY WANTS.
PHERHAPS SOMEDAYS...

im too persistent on it.

maybe its time to let go. no use holding on if theres no return.

"LETTING GO DOESNT MEANS GIVING UP, ITS MEANS THAT SOMEHOW SOMETHING WERENT MEANT TO BE."