woke up around 6 plus this morning. mum is back from her trip. the first thing she showed me was the LV wallet. i was so angry because she didnt buy the one i wanted. but the wallet wasnt for me. kinda down. preparing to go for my interview at raffles place. went out at around 10am and reached the place at around 10.50am. had to write down my particulars and waited for the interview. the interview ended faster than expected. had received lots of calls asking for an interview. tomorrow have to go to HILL STREET for an interview. doesnt even know where the place is. the interview is scheduled at 4pm. is so late. i hate interview scheduled at such timing. thursday interview is a better one, is located at ang mo kio. is kinda near to my house. interview is scheduled at 9am. is better and i can slack after the interview as i have to start work in october if possible i am employed. came home around 5 plus mum said that i can have the LV wallet. is better than nothing, although compared to the one i always wanted. these few days had been feeling nausea when i see food. dont even know what happened to me either.

i wish i can have my memories erased! i dont want my mind to flash through images that i dont want to. is so MADDENING! i simply hate it. or can someone brainwash me so that i wont feel so miserable. SOMEONE HELP!

GOOD LUCK FOR MY INTERVIEW TOMORROW!