lost and empty.

had been feeling empty and lost since morning. seems like a wandering soul. i really doesnt know what to do. with my LIFE and FUTURE. i dont see much future from here. had been struggling for days what to do. but somehow i dont seems to find an answer. life had been quite meaningless to me since months ago. cant seems to find a goal in life. had been job hopping here and there. i really doesnt know what should i be doing WORKING or STUDYING? study needs money, money comes from the income of working. is so VEXED! im turning NUTS sooner or later. cant really find someone to pour my problems to. can only pour my problems to this BLOG!

LOST AND EMPTY!

had been informed to go for an interview tomorrow at raffles place. i seems to have lazy bones growing in me just a few days of slacking. when i was on the phone with the person asking me to go for an interview, i had been pushing away and giving excuses to start on OCTOBER. i really dont know whats got into me. just feeling kind of laziness in me.