feeling kinda emo when i woke up. alone in the house again. i hates the feeling of being alone ever since im down with sickness. taken my breakfast, with the notebook again, this time im staring at it, wrote an email to B and with teary eyes. pour my unhappiness into an email to him but he will only see it when he book out. im missing him so badly, i had not seen him for 21 days. i wish to see him in another 10 days time. was feeling so down, wanted to find someone to talk to, but i cant find any. everyone is busy with school and work. staring at the screen with teary eyes again.
i have so many troubles that are unnecessary. i have to break them up and stand on my feet again. i have to DO IT in order to have my sickness cured. firstly i have to cure my phobia in my previous job environment that irks me off working there. second got to set my goals. third exercise more and have balanced diet like im having now. to destress myself from having anxiety again. only now i realise i get stressed up so easily due to my sickness. i want to recover and be back the cheerful and talkative me. had not been talking much lately. i want to thank two friends of mine giving me so much advices. thank you. am feeling much better.
just received B's call not long ago, but only managed to talk to him for 2mins39sec and two replied texts. you are lucky that you remember tomorrow. if not i will not forgive you. ♥ 很想对你说我好想你! take lots of care in 8 days camp, BABY!
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