i have to be strong in all ways.

i have to deal with all hurdles alone.

i have decided to do it this way.

sorry, for being so childish in a way to stop all unneccessary thoughts.

i have to let it go slowly, to prevent my heart with so much misery.

i really wish i could stop all misery.

maybe its all a mistake right from the start.

maybe somehow if i cant let go, i will pretend nothing happened.

seriously i have been holding on to a non predestined for too long.

what really meant to be mine will eventually be mine.

theres no use lingering on if it isnt meant to be yours.

but maybe its only my part of wishful thinking.

I HAVE TO BE STRONG AND TEARS NO MORE!

just a simple text from you, makes me smile throughout the day even though how hard my day is.

just a smile from you, makes my heart melts.

just a simple care from you, makes me feel blissful.

there wont be anymore of it from you ever again i supposed.

i will smile through even though theres no text from you.

i will keep your smile deep beneath my heart.

i will feel blissful when you are in good care.

finding back my smile no matter how hard it is.