im down! what can i do? i dread going to work. workload is increasing, no contact with colleagues, always alone. its so frustating. i kept dozing off as the routine for the tasks is always the same. i still have about a month more to complete the contract. and it ends one day before my 20th birthday. wish that time can pass faster.

my mind had been flashing through lots of thoughts when im on the way to work. it seems like somehow somethings werent that easy though. someone's happy, someone's sad. im the sad one here. u were given a chance, but do i ? none for me. i was thinking although it wasnt meant to be, but somehow i wish i maybe given a chance. i knew there wont be having "again" in my world.