im so sick the whole day. fever and bad flu. wasnt concentrating on my work at all. keep blowing and pinching my nose. after lunching alone again, went to run an errand for asst manager. went under the hot sun looking for health promotion board at outram. the place is so hard to find. the things are so heavy and i took a train back. back in the office, i felt my body burning. my forehead is burning hot. i was feeling so uncomfortable as the aircon is so strong and i had to endure 2 more hours to knock off. on the way back home, i saw my ex-colleague from G2000 taking the same bus. chatted with her on the way back on bus. surprised to see her on the same bus.

im really very tired of all things.

just want to lead my life as carefree as it is.

i will turn love into hatred.

i will use all my might to hate you, just you.