merry christmas!

i feel suffocated in life. i cant pour out my feelings and misery. is so difficult for me to pour out my feeling to someone whom i know very long. i can be seen happy from the outside but from deep inside my heart i feel confused. is it due to my horoscope or something. can someone pull me out of misery?

yesterday, which was christmas eve, attended cousin jerald's solemnization at peony-jade restaurant which is located at clarke-quay. before heading to the restaurant, cousin jerald picked us up from our house to fort canning to take photos. the weather was so humid and sunny. we were all sweating profusely. but the weather is perfect for taking photos. when the newly-weds were taking photos, aunts, grandparents, cousins, mum, sis and me were taking photos at the same time. we went crazy over taking photos, with lots of poses and laughing. it was fun. after the family photo-taking, we went to the restaurant. started the solemnization and ended in less than 10 minutes. the food was served. we were all hungry and started eating. i had 3 glasses of red wine and 3 glasses of coke. i gulped down 2 glasses of red wine. the feeling is hot down the throat. as red wine was to be appreciated sip by sip, i felt that i was wasting the wine. the wine tasted ok compared to the one i drink often. after lunch, we went the central for some coffee and cakes at the coffee club. chatted about an hour. uncle, aunt and grandparents left first. mum, sis and me went around shopping. bought a thin red belt at double index. had been patronizing the shop quite often. bus-ed to amk hub. waited for dad about half an hour, went for dinner at S11 coffeeshop. went to fairprice xtra, saw a notebook selling at a reasonable price due to christmas. but there is no salesperson that can tell us more about it. so we decided to survey on more notebooks before deciding which to buy. walked back home, and dad showed us where botak jones is located and the customers at the coffeeshop. reached home, took a bath and mum was telling me that there isnt a need for me to buy a notebook as i am graduating in febuary after my exams. but i still wish that i have notebook as it is more convenient to do my projects and i dont need to wait for my turn to use the desktop. my feet is feeling so sore and tired after a day of standing and walking in a 3-inches heels. last but not least, MERRY CHRISTMAS!

yesterday was a public holiday. had been staying at home the whole day. done some research on case study and watch the X-family. nearly completing the episodes. had dinner and went for a nap around 8plus. nap for quite long. woke up and watched tv. due to the nap, i cant really sleep yet. is like so energetic. i have no classes till 26 of dec. sure will be rotting at home. as i have no extra cash to spare in the shopping centres. but school is so much boring. 24 of dec got to attend cousin's ROM. is at clarke quay which start at 11am. got to wake up very early as cousin is here to pick us up at around 10 plus. i am still pondering which outfit should i wear. mum called me to wear more presentable. but i was thinking if i wear too formally people will think that i am a server in the restaurant. would not it be funny. i think i will stick to the black and white babydoll top, skinny jeans, off-white shawl around my neck and black heels. hope it will be an enjoyable day.

have not been updating my blog again. sometimes find i find my life very amusing. i cant recall what i did. for an example, i dont remember going to school at all. was trying hard to think where and what i did. hais. is it the school too boring or ...? on friday, communication lecturer gave us examples by watching movies clip. the clip he showed us was so interesting. is in languages of malay, cantonese, hokkien and english. i wondered if the lecturer would lent us? we ate our lunch in school as the weather is too sunny and i am so lazy to walk out. so my clique decided to settle our lunch there. i suggested going back to the lecture room to slack. to our surprise, our classmates were in the room watching the clip. we hurriedly went to our seat. i took out my spectacles quickly and watched the clip. the clip is so hilarious in some part and some are so touching. in the end of the clip, i dont like the ending. is touching but the ending is so hurting. rebonded my hair on saturday afternoon. the stylist in the salon which i usually went left the job. my hair was done by a lady. is the first time i saw her as she was in another outlet. after the hair session, i realised one very important fact. she DID NOT wash my hair. she was rinising the cream on my hair only. whatever is it, i had to endure till monday morning to wash my hair. cut back my MUSHROOM hair again. same as mushroom sis. hope my hair will grow faster and not so flat. =X

friday went to amk hub to meet 4 of my former ite classmates. went to bought shawl, my friend gave me as my belated birthday and christmas present as wanted to return her the money. walked around amk hub, sat outside new york new york. while waiting for the other 2, both of us chatted the tv series witch, yoo hee. it was quite a funny romantic korean drama. went to ate steamboat nearby amk hub. went back amk hub to shop. the other 2 cant stand us girls shopping, they went back first. walked till the bus stop, wanted to board the bus home. but chatted till forget to board the bus. chatted for quite sometime. and is quite late as was rushing home to watch the drama at 10pm. bused home.

have not been updating my blog, due to my usual routine. going to school and go home after school. as for this week, had started doing my assignment with my group. had 4 members in our group but end up only 3 members. 1 member is not feeling well. but we had been chit chatting at commonwealth Long John Silver instead of doing assignment. today woke up early and wasted my time going to school just for the Breakfast Talk. lecturer said its compulsary but today the person in charge said it is not neccessary. is like. so @%$#&*%. end up we did not go for it. as it was drizzling, my clique left and we took a cab to IKEA. ate at IKEA restaurant for brunch. walked around and fool around IKEA. cabb-ed back to school. went into the Tropical Breeze and a lady gave us a brief description. considering whether to join the hands on experience next year. went for lesson. during break, when stepped out of the class, it was raining like dogs and cats. it was freezing in the class. after lesson, had a ride from one of my clique mum's car to the MRT station. trained home and ate some biscuits. so hungry. neighbour gave us chicken rice meal in return for my mum's treats previously. hahahas. had chicken for dinner two days in a row. its FATTENING!!! after dinner, mum, dad and mushroom sis watched 881 the movie. tomorrow lesson will be from 9-5. its such a long day. endure to the end of the lesson. shall end the post for today.

went for lesson in the afternoon. the weather was so humid yesterday. was kind of sweating all over. the lesson is so complicated. dont understand at all. its like a combination with geography and economies terms. i had never come across the subject GEOGRAPHY. find it quite difficult to understand. as for economies, the understanding of the subject is even more worse even though it was taught in the last module. after class, went town with my cliques. we watched the movie ENCHANTED. the movie is so romantic and funny. is like some sort of fairy tale but the storyline of the characters came into the real world. had been chatting about the movie after it ended. went home straight after the movie. today there is no lesson. finally can sleep abit later than usual.

today, woke up early in the morning, had breakfast bought by mum. saw the advertisment brochure yesterday advertising audio house electrical appliances. saw the page on mp3s and mp4s. its selling at a discount of 60%. it quite worth. so i went to audio house with my family in the afternoon. bought an mp4 instead of an ipod. because ipod does not have a built in FM radio. so i took the mp4 which has more features. the layout of the mp4 looks some how like an ipod. back home, i transferred some songs and photos to my mp4. its quite user-friendly. get the hang of it after sometime. had steamboat for dinner. it was quite sumptuous. watched goong-s, find it quite interesting after a few espiodes. followed by my post today while loading the x-family at the same time. tomorrow is communication again. hope can pay attention and can get to do our assignment in our own group.

22 nov, woke up very early. had two lessons in a day. started at 9am and end at 5pm. had a two hours break in between to the second lesson. went to ikea with my cliques. lunch-ed there. i took meatballs meal and a chicken wing. it was very filling. after lunch, we went to queenstown shopping centre as my clique wanted to buy shorts. cabbed back to school. the lesson was case studies. heard from a lecturer that case studies is quite boring. was like letting you watch a video and you elaborate what you see from it. but for the lesson it was totally different from what the lecturer told us. was quite shocked when i saw the lecture notes. i was quite thick like degree lecture. with all notes and had not plus the powerpoint slides. the lecture was dry and the lecturer was like explaining a point for about 5-10 minutes although the points are quite straight-forward. went to town after lesson. bought a pouch from m)phosis. finally found a pounch to my liking. went to takashimaya and bought the red bean pancakes to fill my stomach as i was feeling very hungry. wanted to buy one custard and one red bean but bought two red bean instead because custard need to wait as it was the popular item among all the flavours in the store. chatted outside takashimya and eating our things we bought. shopped around takashimaya and trained home. was quite a tired day. had my dinner quite late around 8 plus. sat at the sofa and fell asleep. reminded mushroom sis to wake me up. she woke me up but my eyes simply cant open at all. was falling asleep back onto the sofa. slept quite early yesterday. 23 nov, woke up around 9.30am, went to bishan around 11.30am with mushroom sis. queued for movie tickets for HERO. it was quite a nice show continuing the TV special i watched last sunday on tv. takuya kimura was as suave as usual. hope to see more of his movies shown in singapore in the future. went to sakae for buffet right after the movie. ate quite less today and felt like its not worth. trained to ang mo kio. went to amk hub and shop around and meet mum and dad at the market. walked home with mushroom sis as we dont want to take our dinner due to the buffet as it was very filling. watched tv for awhile and went for a nap and posting yesterday and today post.

woke up at around 9.45am. ate bread with tuna and milo for breakfast. left for school around 12.30pm. reached school around 1.50pm and accompanied my cliques to the canteen for lunch. reached class at around 2.20pm. the lecturer was like giving me a stare maybe because i was first one to enter the class followed by my cliques. the lesson today was ok. but the worst is the lecturer want us to do our assignment with other cliques who we are not familiar with. hais. what to do? trained home, had dinner and posting my blog. hahahas. hope tomorrow lesson can be a interesting one. and i want to reach early and sit somewhere near the projector. lastly today is the anniversary of grandfather death. time passes really fast. hais.

today i woke up at around 10.45am. ate duck rice for brunch. went to amk hub, bought nail polish, nail art sticker, hair accessories. lastly went to fair price to buy necessaries. bought a HONEY GLAZE chicken back. bused home. the honey glaze chicken tasted alright compared to others. mum baked the cookies and it tasted very delicious. i ate 2 pieces and shared 1 piece with mushroom sis in total i ate 2 and a half pieces. its fattening! after dinner, ironed my clothes and found out that i am running out of hangers to hang my tops. this shows that i have been buying alot of tops and spending lots of unnecessary money. watch HERO the TV SPECIAL. it was quite a nice show. looking forward to the movie although is up. while waiting for my show to load i post this for today. hope tomorrow which is a brand new lesson will be interesting and can make me pay attention without talking to my cliques.

on 15 nov which was my birthday was down with diahorrea and stomache. dont really know what i ate. maybe is the korean instant noodles which is too spicy. and happened to have business management exam on 16 nov. what a birthday i had this year. hope it will be a better year in the coming year. on 16 of nov, i completed my business management paper without much obstacles. i could vividly remember what i had study and applied into the questions given. i took about an hour and more to complete 5 questions out of 8 questions. hope i can get a better grade in this subject. after my exams, i went to town with my cliques again. shop around the area and just grab a packet of donuts from a bakery shop located inside takashimaya as i was too hungry. we went to the food court to grab a bite. after not long, there was this couple carrying a baby sitting at the table next to us. the baby was so adorable and we kept looking and chatting about babies issues when we were young. the baby is so adorable. after that i went to meet my former ite classmates for gathering, we went to pizza hut for dinner and was shouting, yelling and chatting away. we chatted almost anything. after dinner, we went to esplanade for a stroll and took some pictures. the picture were either too bright or too dark. but we find certain spots with good lightning and took a few nice pictures. i was feeling quite tired as i have been staying up late almost 2 weeks to do my revision so i left early with the other two of my classmates. finally trained home and reach at home at about 11pm.

MY BIRTHDAY!

TODAY IS MY BIRTHDAY. I AM 19!!! if not someone will nag and say i am OLD. ahhhh. steppng into the twenties next year. time passes real fast. but i got to revise my business management and memorise it by heart. is quite a difficult task for me as to do memorising on my birthday. hope i can focus and memorise it.

finally econs exam had finished. but i didnt do much on the paper. i did 5 questions but only 2 questions that i had the most confident on. hope i can get a passing grade. so that i dont have to do the supplement paper. after 3 exams its time to relax and destress a little bit. have been tied down for many days just to revise my econs, marketing and IT. lastly the last paper business management is on friday. then i can finally relax and give myself a pat on the shoulder. today, went to plaza singapura with my clique after exams. was quite fun today shopping, chatting with my clique for the first time ever since we know each other. bought a top and flip flop. decided for quite a long time and finally come to a decision with a white top and a dark blue flip flop. after that we went to far east and shop for awhile. i was scared by the fur scarf and gave a sharp scream, luckily nobody noticed it. trained home and had dinner. and here i am posting todays post. i am turning 19 tomorrow. but i have to stay at home to do revision on my business management. hope i can remember the notes and do my best on the last paper.

Lazy Day

wanted to wake up early in the morning to revise for my econs. i was too lazy to get up. ate cereals with apple for breakfast. study for less half an hour, sis wanted to make a blog, and she was stucked at it. so i gave her a helping hand. i was also a greenhorn in this area too. slowly we both sorted out how to make a blog and she carry on from there. after dinner, i create a blog for myself although i find writing blog is a waste of time. BUT i still CREATED it. to vent and post my frustrations, laughter, happiness and sadness in this blog. and maybe i could improve my english by writing blog. thats all for today. hope i can focus in my revision for the next few days for my exams.