HAD ENOUGH OF ATTTUDE PROBLEMS.

i just hate working days, with my black face everyday. just simply cant communicate with the people there. sickening people as im the only administrative staff there. showing attitude problem which concerns your own sales, instead of giving a helping hand, the reply was WHAT RUBBISH IS THIS? and revert to the boss. seems like my words dont hold any power at all. whatever it is, i will complete my own things and leave on the dot. talk less, work at my own pace. FREAKING IRRITATING PLACE WHERE I CANT STAND STAYING FOR A MINUTE!. i have got no choice but to stay on for the income to support myself! i dont think i can stay anymore longer there!. no one knows what i did for them when i reached early in the morning to update all forms into the file, do their reports and update their daily ranking. hate it!

i would like to go to a faraway place, away from stress, money issues and work. to relax myself to go on for a longer journey ahead. when will the day come?

DROPPED DEAD!

my dropped dead routine started on last tues. as per usual, woke up at 6.05am, rush out at 7.10-15am, board the bus at 7.30-35am. reached office at around 5-15 mins before 8.30am. started my daily routine job. left office at around 5.45pm-6pm. my working hours is 8.30am-5.30pm, but i will stay more than half an hour longer there. everyday without fail, i must wait for the bus for at least 30-45 mins in order to board. reached home around 7 plus everyday, wash up, talked to B and i can fall asleep without knowing, left B on the phone kept hello-ing. and the next day starts the same.

RANDOM.

FRIDAY:

learnt new stuffs from boss as i was looking through the hard copies, and shocked to hear from him its the first lesson today. left work at 5.10pm to parkview to pass the calls again. met B and his friends at bugis. had korean food again, four days in a row. talked about BGR topics. bused to chinatown to make enquiries about cruises. decided to take up ASA package. parted with them around 10 plus, bused home and took darling before going home.

SATURDAY:

went over to watch taboo at B's place. intially made reservation for steamboat, but cancelled in the end. went home to celebrate mum's birthday. in between there were some details shall not be mentioned. brought cake on the way back home, named orange zest. went out for dinner, zi char, overall is nice. went for groceries shopping with mum and sis. B carried all the stuffs back halfway through he tricked me into giving him the bag of stuffs im holding. cutted cake around 9 plus. B gulped the red wine down, wasted!. B went home around 11.35pm and came back again to pass my things to me. reached home less than 45 mins.

SUNDAY:

dad friend came and fix the desktop so early in the morning, got to force myself up and wash up. had a cup of coffee followed by breakfast. ironed my clothes and done housework. aunt and cousin came and sat till 5plus going 6 and we went to have dinner, zi char again, with bbq chicken wings, the chilli is spicy. I LOVE IT! B's sister helped me with the downloading of the mobile games, and now im transferring to my phone, tried one games, but to no avail, i touch the screen and it cant detect at all, trying others now.

TIRED AND HAPPY.

today, fell asleep in bus, nearly missed my stop again if i didnt opened my eyes. reports finished before 11, was waiting the time to reach lunch. had tom yam cup noodles for lunch. find things to do after lunch, still manage to work till 5.30pm. B came and bought guava for me, intially wanted to bus back to amk, but the bus was so packed so we decided to walk to lavender mrt bus stop to board it. in the end, we went bugis to have dinner, kimchi fried rice and kimchi rice cake. yesterday we had hotplate bbq pork and kimchi tofu soup. i just love korean cuisine. walked over to suntec, bought you tiao and butterfly knot. the you tiao is so hot and crispy but its oily, as for the butterfly knot, is sweet and cold. bused back went fair price to get a lunch box, mayonnise, ham, tuna and instant noodles. decided to pack my own lunch to work, is more convenient and i can save money at the same time. mum cooked fried rice for me to take to work. i want money money money. :)

FUN day

just came back from B's friend chalet. enjoyed myself there. reached around 8 plus 9pm last night. didnt have much appetite so i didnt ate anything. had one sip of orange juice, followed by numerous cups of absolut mango with orange juice. intially was green tea, but it doesnt taste good. added chivas into the cup of mixture with absolut mango and orange juice. B can taste it straight away. next was chivas and orange juice. taste great. as orange juice was running out, we mix chivas with coke. taste weird at first, but it blends well after a few sips. waited for B to finish bathing, his friends were so funny talking in the room. B brought out one can of heniken after putting food on the bbq pit, poured out and shared with his friends. i cant finished the heniken and B gulped it all. went out for darling session, B's friends called us to join their table, with chivas and coke again. had too much of liquor just in one night. chatted with B's friends as he went to take a nap but somehow was irritated by the girl, and he left the room and came out again, feeling nausea, and vomitted after drinking lukewarm water. B was feeling better after that. sat there for another 1 hr plus, and we left the chalet. B fetched me back and just got back home. is an enjoyable night.

DONT DRINK TOO MUCH LIQUOR, YOU HAD THREE DAYS IN A ROW INCLUDING TONIGHT YOUR FRIEND BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION!

SHE CRIED!

i have been feeling very troubled and stress but i still put a smile on my face like nothing happened. i asked B a question and he kept asking me why. i just dont really know how to put words and make into sentences. one word, two words became my answer. after which, i speak longer sentences and i break down. tears seems uncontrollable rolling down. i vented out all my unhappiness within me. im feeling much better after hearing comforting words by B. thanks for standing by me even though the words that came from me hurts your feelings. i apologised for saying those silly things that i didnt really wanted it to happen.