happy day.

Camera shy?

this shoes is nice but keep making you fall!.

First picture of the two of us (cam-whoring).

Second.

Third.

Getting paranoid on his phone camera.

holding hands of yours makes me feel blissful.

happy 1 month, dear.

thanks for being there for me.

I LOVE HIM!

tired yet happy.

had been helping out at the event after i stepped into the office. helping out with the last preparation. had been categorized as AUNTIE as it was a children event. buddy buddy child kept sticking to me, holding my hands, sitting on my lap and keot asking me to sing her a song. she so cute and her lashes are so long and curl. after the clearing the event venue, went back to office and clear up some stuffs. had my things signed and knock off for work.

met up with dear after work. went to suntec, before reaching i went to marvellous cream for ice cream. is so nice and i was hyper active after eating. went to food court and had the steam rice set meal. while eating there is a very small cockroach, i wasnt sure about it and dear stood up shoo-ing from side to side just to get rid it. his face is so red. so cute.

why did u move? was a snap shot.

bused back to ang mo kio. see ya in the morning. shall stop here my eyes are closing.

HUH!

my outfit for the day.

i was keeping quiet and dear came a "HUH" 你在跟我说话啊? turn out it was a guy who was talking on the phone and he mistaken it was me talking to him. made me laugh non stop. im tired, thats all for the day.

im so tired the whole day. kept yawning. today did the files stickers again, made enquiries on PIZZA HUT. placed an order for Friday event. i really hate her! checking on what im doing. just simply do your own things. im so VEXED! can all of you just leave me alone. i just want to have a peaceful life. TAKE IT THAT IM HEARTLESS ALRIGHT. FOR THE TIGHT SLAP.

THIS IS THE CVs I PRINTED. THESE ARE ONLY PART OF IT. ANOTHER STACK HAD PASS TO ASSISTANT MANAGER.

tired, doesnt have much things to do at work. was feeling so sleepy. pack the shelf alone today, as buddy buddy had something on. gave me the freaking face again, kept checking what am i doing now. who do u think you are? cant really stand it anymore.

met up with dear after work. i was fooled by him. initially i thought he failed his BTT but he did pass it and conveyed the wrong text to me. we had exactly the same dinner tonight. ate too much, im so full now. went ntuc xtra, stock up stuffs. after payment, he hold all the things and he said something that make me laugh, "MAKE USE OF ME WHILE IM STILL HERE". this phrase was said by the idiotic in charge and he phrased it out. just simply love the smile on you. smile more, dear.

happy happy.

reached workplace at 8.25am. wasnt that willing to go. was kind of piss with the in charge. didnt really have any contact with her in the morning. finally i finished printing all the CVs and sorted them into categories. went out for early lunch with buddy buddy as we have to pack the shelves and have to label them into alphabetical order. is so dusty and i was coughing non stop. out of a sudden, the idiotic in charge came and said we forget to add in some very important details into the reservation list for the interview room. im not the one who booked the room for the particular position interview. she assumed herself as she was the manager, talking with the high mighty tone that piss me off. pushing all the blame to me. if you are so free, then brief buddy buddy more and and not talk big. most importantly, not to talk behind people back. what a good phrase u had made "MAKE USE OF HER WHILE SHE IS STILL HERE". im just a temp staff, dont expect me to be at the beck of your call. lets see if they will still let you go on leave if i quit now. dont try my patience. i would rather get sack than staying there.

meet dear after work. i pretended i didnt saw him while i was on the phone. would like to see whats his reaction. there isnt any from him. went marina square for dinner. walked past mini toons and i remembered the funniest words he said. was laughing non stop. went over to city link. dear bought ice cream from marvellous cream located at B1. its a japanese ice cream. there are alot of choices. make me so undecisive on which one i want as dear wanted me to make a choice. decided on the strawberry flavour mix. it included strawberry, mango, wheat cream and condensed milk. the ice cream needs to be mixed before serving. the lady who served wasnt looked skill on the mixing. the overall presentation of the ice cream wasnt as appealing as the one on the menu. overall it tastes good.

this is the first picture i uploaded in my blog. there will be many more to come ya.

this was taken on friday 21/11/08 at suntec.

yesterday, went cineleisure for the movie BEVERLY HILLS CHIWAWA. its a nice show. its exciting, hilarious and touching. although im afraid of dogs since young, but in the show the dogs are so cute. YOU WILL DEFINITELY FALL IN LOVE WITH CHIWAWA. after the show, went to taka for the LONGCHAMP bag, the colour variety only left with red and brown for the design i wanted. didnt get any in the end. it was kinda crowded in town as there are people taking out their camera or phone to take pictures of the christmas decorations. you cant really walk fast as you will be blocking those people taking the pictures.

IM FEELING USELESS. ALWAYS GIVING YOU TROUBLES AND WORRIED SICK. MY MILLION APOLOGIES, DEAR. IM SORRY.

im sorry.

had burger king for breakfast and lunch. was so piss off in the morning. i was backstabbed by the idiotic in charge. she go on telling people my conduct in the office. she doesnt know that the new staff and me is so buddy buddy. she didnt expect that she will tell me about it. i will just endure for 3 weeks and i will be free from the politics and the suffocating environment. just simply regretted the extension of my contract. deeply regretted. was printing the CVs again. seems like it is never ending. was quite agitated by the system as i clicked on the person name and it came out another person application. took quite a long time to get the correct application.

went to meet dear after work. was feeling bad when i saw him. i somehow had some negligence on him. i kept throwing my temper and doing things that hurt him. i felt that im always in a position that there must be someone to tolerate all this. somehow the person maybe tolerating for once but not forever. its kind of stuck up of me. i must change my temper and attitude.

i just want to say you are always tolerating all my bad points and not getting angry over it. instead you came pacifying me. i really feel bad. IM SO SORRY, DEAR. i will change for the better.

busy day.

had been so busy since the moment i stepped in till off work. cant even take a breather. so much work piling up to me. my table is stacked with so many papers and CVs. going crazy soon. got to repack the shelves files. so troublesome. must repack all of it. tired.

I LOVE MY 性感小翘臀.

u know who you are.

so busy in the afternoon rushing this and that. had been using e-buddy throughout when i switch on my computer in the office. was alone in the office at about 2 and the half hour. so quiet as the whole division went for retreat. im always having late lunch in the whole department. met up with dear after work. tired tired tired. shall stop here.

i was so busy the whole afternoon until 5 pm. the new staff came in and introduced herself the moment she stepped in. i was surprised that we two hit it off. we went to order the pastries and beverage. i briefed her about the recruitment stuffs that i have on hand. overall she is quite a nice person for the first day i met her. went for my lunch at 1.10pm was expected to reach office at 1.45pm. its impossible. i had my darling before my meal. took burger king meal for lunch. was so rushing. i took another darling after the meal. went back office prepare the interview folders for the interview held tomorrow and the day after. went off around 6.10pm. walked to chinatown to get perfume. meet dear at suntec. went to watched the fountain laser show when we reached. it was my first time watching it, seems so country bumpkim. i felt hungry craving for pastamania. im the only pig eating. dear had his dinner and watching me eat again. had been eating so much oily stuff. being FATTER FATTER AND FATTER by days. dear bought the tako balls so weird is tuna flavour. walked around suntec after my meals. bus-ed back to ang mo kio. walked back from the interchange back home. we talked alot while we walked. kinda like a heart-to-heart talk.

WHERE IS MY 性感小翘臀? I LOVE YOU.

took off today, slept till quite late, slack around doing nothing. got to go back to work tomorrow. doesnt know where my seat will be allocate at. the new staff will be taking my place and i will be sitting elsewhere.

bored. bored. bored.

dear, enjoy your dinner.

im so bored.

woke up around 11 plus, washed up and waited for dear. he came to help me with my itunes stuffs. went out around 4 plus, bused to town, walked around. decided to go bugis, but ended up we boarded the bus and we lost our way. i was so confident that the bus will go towards bugis but it didnt went towards that direction. we alighted and took another bus back to bugis. time was wasted walking and the arrival of the bus. went to have dinner at the V8 restaurant. it was my first time there and the food there is nice too. was eating and watching mr bean. is hilarious, he is so much of a joker. strolled down to suntec. bus-ing back home to cut my cake. we reached home at around 10.45 as dad had fallen asleep waiting for us. cut my cake and a slice. dont really like the cake, but really appreciated it. thanks mum.

p/s: dear, thanks for the dinner and i did enjoy my day, your star (java chip). u know what i mean.

thanks friends, for the wishes, love you all lots.

yesterday had a tiring but a wonderful experience. we had an investiture ceremony held somewhere near boat quay. had been rushing attendance list for days. finally it ended. but the whoe process took about 15 mins and our hardwork is more than that. for me is weeks, for my superior are months. theres alot of things to be done before the whole ceremony starts. after the ceremony, we had reception over there. i was talking to assistant manager about some stuffs, and the others are having their refreshments. after the guest had left, they started taking out the packet boxes to pack them. i was so stunned that they actually took the stuffs with every ways and means when there isnt anymore packet boxes left. after packing up, we took the mini bus back. suddenly manager said tomorrow which is today is my birthday and they actualy sang a birthday song for me. was kinda touched. we reached office, all were so shagged but we still had to pack all the stuffs back. i left at around 5.30pm. met up with janice for updates session and some shopping.

IM 20 YEARS OLD TODAY.

KINDA SAD CAUSE ITS 20.

MEANS GETTING OLDER.

woke up so early in the morning, and reached work place 5 mins before 8am. i was barred from the office door i scanned my card so many times to no avail. theres a interview at 9.15am and before that the candidates have to a presentation slide. the first candidate reached earlier than me. i was kind of freaked out. afraid the panel will make a din asking why is it so long and stuffs. luckily all turn out well. rushing my work like an octopus. so many things to finish. and have to allocate the sitting arrangements for the event tomorrow, interview profile, folders and reservation of the interview room, calling the candidates. so many things for me to handle. there a new staff on monday and all these will be in her care. finally not mine any more.

i had no voice. when i try to speak, my voice is so deep and painful. throat inflammation, this is the first time i got it so serious. couldnt even speak and coughing non stop. eat the medicine and turn out better but kept dozing off at work. i nearly land my head on the desk and sleep for awhile. i worked 9 hrs today. to be exact is 10 hours. feeling very tired and shagged. after work, trained back and went to the beauty product shop and got myself a bottle of water essence and sleep mask. just these two alone cost me aorund $70. im blessed that mum is the member there. had 5% VIP discount, better than a nothing. bused back home. took dinner that dad had packed for me. lastly im here posting my blog.

my wishlist for my 20th birthday:
- a nice meal
- new bottle of frangrance (finishing soon)
- tote bag (any brand)
- sharp pointed colour shoes (must be nice)
- more tops and bottoms.

- more accesssories
- kbox (singing)
- meet up with friends (miss you all)

had not been feeling well since last night. had sore throat, giddiness and block nose. woke up around 3am and took the panadol and back to sleep. less than 3 hours of sleep woke up and prepare for work. feeling very shagged and dragged myself to work again. piled up with so many things on my table and im so lost with all the things now.

went to the doctor after work. dear picked me off work and we bused back from clarke quay. on the journey back, there is this old man who on the audio so long that i think the bus driver could hear it too. the old man was standing right infront of us. the music is so damn loud. i thought is was dear music coming out from the headphone. disturb my sleep. the old man still think is very style doing this somehow is those kinda 70s songs. finally he get off the bus, the bus is quiet and back to normal. after we alighted at the hub, we walked so fast as i was afraid the clinic will close when theres no poeple. reached the clinic, so unexpected theres really not much people as today the doctor is not there. there a replacement doctor. i went in she asked me in a very fierce tone, u speak chinese or english, i said sore throat in chinese, she still ask me that question. she is so weird all i can say. dinner at the hawker near my house.

DEAR THANKS FOR ACCOMPANYING ME TO THE DOCTOR, EVEN THOUGH YOU ARE ACHING ALL OVER.

FRIDAY

after work, trained down to kovan to meet up with sharon and esther before going to eva's birthday celebration. met up with sharon first, updating each other happenings. i was feeling quite hungry so i suggested going for some finger food first. shared the tako ball and the vegetable pancake with sharon. ate the stuffs at the hawker and waited for esther there. walked down to eva party venue, we went in and come to realise all are MATURE people there. esther was so funny when people are singing and she imitated them. we are all drinking and talking rubbish there. we pick some songs and sang, but when we are singing theres no one there. eva cut her cake at around 12 plus and the cake was so sinful. one thick slice of chocolate in between.

went back around 1am. got a free ride from sharon friend. thanks ya.

SATURDAY

had a very funny day yestersday. i kept laughing non stop. so hilarious. after leaving my house, we went went to bugis to get the box for my darling. walked past the bridal booth, theres a guy asking 两位要拍结婚专集吗？ i didnt really heard what he said. but when we went to marina square walking pass the bridal shops, theres a lady asking 先生要拍结婚专集吗？ i started laughing non stop as do we looked so old or mature? or do we looked like we have the face of getting married? is the first time i heard people asking like this. went to minitoons to look for phone strap but it wasnt very nice, so i looked around and saw a wallet shaped like a dung. i asked dear u want which colour as there is a dark and light brown. he chose light brown. after leaving minitoons i asked him why he chose that color he said he had the similar colour. i was laughing way too hard as i cant stop myself. i had think too much further, as he clarified and said the skin tone. HE IS SO CUTE. couldnt stop making fun of him. hope you dont mind me teasing u, dear.

我尊守我给的约定。

我会珍惜和你的每一分每一秒。

对不起我的顾虑太多了。

i had been so lazy to blog these days. im so tired of work. workload is increasing. im so messed up with all the things now. im dragging myself to work everyday. had not been having enough sleep these days, even when im on the train to work i could even dozed off while standing. really tired and shagged. left one more week and im free from work. cheers.

meet up with bf these days. we movie, we darling, we dine LOTS OF FAST FOOD. seems like im getting fatter by days and will have my ROUND FACE back. kinda getting sick of fast food. i want nice and delicious food next time and not FAST FOOD ANYMORE.

im so tired at this point of time blogging this post as im waiting for my phone to be fully charged.

having terrible backache. went to kiee kee birthday chalet. had some chats with ex classmates from ITE. all are doing well. glad to see them once in awhile. had too much of darling there. waste $ on one pack again. went off around 12 plus. went pasir ris park. theres alot of stars in the sky. is beautiful. in the vast sky above. sat on the rocks enjoying the breeze and the sounds of the wave. is great to indulge myself in such relaxing place once in a while.