HEART BROKEN INTO TINY PIECES

swollen eyes which results to too much crying.

i tried my best to stop my tears from flowing down.

it seems so difficult.

is something so simple.

yet you chose to do something which i dont like.

you may have your character.

but i do have my pride too.

my heart is really broken into tiny pieces.

i dont know what else to do.

im stuck.

with no directions.

its part and parcels in my life.

i had to go through it even through how many times it hits.

UTTERLY DISAPPOINTMENT!

I HAD ENOUGH OF ALL THE NONSENSE.

IM FUCKING IN A BAD MOOD THESE FEW DAYS.

AND I JUST WANT TO HAVE A NICE WEEKEND.

THINGS OFTEN GOES THE OTHER WAY ROUND.

I HAD BEEN TOLERATING WITH ALL THE MIGHT I CAN.

BUT NOW IT SEEMS LIKE I HAVE LET IT ALL OUT.

I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE.

EYES BEEN SWOLLEN OF ALL THE CRYING.

MIND JUST FUCKING CANT CALM DOWN.

WHAT THE FUCK DID I DO TO DERSERVE ALL THESE SHIT?

I JUST DONT UNDERSTAND.

AM I THE ONLY WITH THE PROBLEM?

I WANT MY LIFE BACK AS BEFORE.

FLU DAYS ARE BACK

IM SICK.

down with flu and sore throat, headache too.

had been busy these few days.

meet up with Baby on the long weekend.

went to two interviews yesterday.

one called back for 2nd interview tomorrow.

hope i wont screw up.

if im selected for the job,

im afraid i have lesser time for

MY FAMILY, BABY AND FRIENDS.

but i have no other choices.

working now supporting myself is the main issue.

wish me good luck. :)

INDULGE

movie : I LOVE YOU, BETH COOPER.

Soup Restaurant for dinner. :0

Chit-chatting and Ranting Session

Baby bought me nail polishes. :)

Baby came over to lunch with me.

Loves.

I TOTALLY INDULGE MYSELF INTO EATING.

I ENJOY MYSELF THESE FEW DAYS.

NOW BABY IS BACK TO CAMP.

BUT THERE WILL BE MORE WHEN YOU ARE OUT.

:)

and NOT FORGETTING THE SUBWAY COOKIES FROM YOU.

:O

ENJOYS!

yesterday we trained down to town.

intially B wanted to have Sakura.

but i insisted not having that.

so we had an agreement.

we went to check on the movie listings.

if there is available slots, we will go ahead with it and have others for dinner.

B bought donuts, tiramisu and mango.

mango is nice. :)

in the end we couldnt get any.

we went back to queue for Sakura.

we didnt get to have that as the earliest we can get is 8pm.

we decided to give it a miss and make reservation beforehand. :)

we settled our dinner at Heeren Waruku.

shopped around.

and we went to burberry.

the bag is nice.

we made our way to shaw house.

make a trip there to the optical shop but is closed.

B had subway for supper.

subway club meal. :)

its a food feast with B. <3

enjoyable day. :)

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MR LIN ZI HAN POP DAY.

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Outing with B.

happened to realise we were wearing the same colour tone.
black top, grey bottom, white shoes.

had dinner in sukiya.

strolled down to boat quay.

clarke quay.

i enjoyed my day.

♥

TOTALLY DRAINED

had not been sleeping well these days.

stress has overcome me once again.

i just need simple understanding.

and it seems so difficult.

i tried but to no avail.

i had no other choices but to leave things this way.

im not avoiding.

im just waiting for the chance.

ENJOYED

wanted B to rest and sleep after hours of road march in the night.

but insisted that we should meet every week.

compromise on both sides.

we met.

steamboating with both his sisters.

window shopping.

ranting time for both.

bid goodbye with a seal of kiss.

ends the day on the phone saying good night.

I ENJOYED MYSELF.

ILY.

BACK ENDS

TUES: made pasta. for dinner.

ingredients. (some are not taken.) :)

serving. although is not appealing but its tastes good. :)

feels like having subway now. :)