DELIGHTED.

bus-ed to bian's place around 2plus. waited for him at his block viod deck. waited for him to prepare. bai nian with his mum. jitters all over me, kept scratching my hair, jumping all around. hand over the orange to his mum came my stutters words. was kind of relieve after that. had each slice of walnut and fruit cake from his mum. kept feeding bian with it as i seldom eat. waited bian to download the psp games. left his place around 5 plus. train-ed down to dhoby ghaut. bought tickets, All's Well Ends Well. had our dinner at cafe cartel. bian had St. Louis Pork Rib and i had Hawaii Chicken Chop (forget the name of the dish), lastly mocha frapee. the portion is big and we are bloated after finishing it. walked over to cathay to catch the movie. the movie is nice. rate 4/5 for it. strolled down to forum and bus-ed home. much more to write, lazy to have it all type out.

3rd month, bian

HAPPY MOO MOO YEAR, EVERYONE.

had yu sheng on the eve of new year and steamboat for dinner.

Day 1:

woke up early in the morning at 8am, preparing myself to go out but i dont really feel like. im having gastric pain and cramps at the same time. the feeling is tormenting. reached grandma place at 11 plus. uncle and aunt were there decorating the flowers. dont feel like moving after putting my bag. had a few mouthful of lunch and sat down staring into space as the pain is unbearable. aunties, uncles and cousins came. wishing each other and the normal procedure hand shaking. had blackjack session, i kept losing. stopped game and helped grandma out. in the end grandma won $10. bused down to grandma house, we were the first one to reach. i just lay down and rest. aunt came and godparents came. gossiping again. after awhile mum's cousin came and we all had to disperse ourself to the room, kitchen and living room. after awhile, went darling session with cousin. stayed for dinner and watched little nyonya reunion.

Day 2:

woke up at 8am again, prepare myself, as im feeling much more better. went grandma place had lunch there. didnt ate much too. sat awhile, back to grandma house. sat there watching the taiwanese variety show. left at 3 plus, train-ed down to plaza sing to meet my bian bian. bian bian outfit is nice, barely see him in that outfit. queued up for our movie tickets, Love Matters. we had 2 hours more before the show starts, we walked around but not much shops and restaurants are open, only fast foods. im feeling hungry, hence walked over to cathay had shilin XXL Crispy Chicken and Oyster Mee Suan. went back for our movie, it lasted for about 2 hours and more including advertisments and previews for the upcoming movies. had our darling session again, wanted to buy drinks from 7-eleven, i had not say what i wanted and bian took the one i wanted in mind. strolled down to hereen, paragon and shaw tower. not much people on the streets, and is very quiet. bus-ed home. sat nearby my block, having our darling, and a policeman came up and ask bian bian did we see anyone running pass us. as we just got there, we didnt see any. was quite scary asking this kind of questions by the police, seems like theres something happening. bian bian send me back and home sweet home.

Lollipop from bian bian when we were at mini toons.

from bian bian's sister, quite an innovative idea wrapping the mardarin oranges when going out for LNY visits instead of red small paper bags.

yesterday went chinatown with my family. we walked around the tents selling CNY goodies and stuffs. we went to somewhere near Maxwell food centre, there is a flower exhibit. took some pictures of flowers that look interesting. we had steamboat for dinner, with tomyam and chicken soup base. had lots of Clams, my favourite.

UNDECESIVE STATE

around 12 plus, my consultant called, and said im successful for the position. i rejected it straightaway as that wasnt what i wanted to do and the job scope is far too much routine. after half an hour later, she called and said they like me alot and asked whether what can they offer just to get me on the job. i was kinda taken in by those words. got advise from mum, dad and aunty. the last decision was not to take it up. although ecomony times are bad now, but i still wish i can have a stable job and doing stuffs that i myself enjoy. i hope the ecomony status will get better and i can really get on and find one. i really dont enjoy my daily life without much cash on hand.

FRUSTRATED AND HAPPY

the interview was a fcuked up one. there are two interviewers. their english is so damn fluent and i cant really understand whats she is trying to convey the job scope of the position. she kept on talking non stop, and i dont really have a chance to stop her. seems like she has been repeating this particular phrase umpteen times. the questions throughout they asked, can be found all in my resume. is like repeating and repeating what i had wrote. and my mind was thinking, am i that lucky i wouldnt be asked by the TYPICAL QUESTION, and at the point of time, one interviewer shoot that question to me. its must be one of the crucial questions. got to answer the question no matter what. i was so fed up when i was asked to do a hands on skills, which wasnt mentioned from my consultant. i dont really know how to do it. afterall, i dont think i would not want to take up the job if im successful.

after the interview, meet up buddy buddy for lunch, treated me with long john again. THANKS. we chatted and chatted and buddy buddy didnt even looked at the time, and we had lunch for about 1hr and 15 mins. walked together with her to my ex working place, cant stop chatting at the lift area and asst manager saw us, was so embarrassed as we didnt ask her to join and luckily she had an lunch appointment. train-ed down to bian bian place, i was so late and he had to run to the bus stop to fetch me. stayed till 7 plus, was about to leave, bian bian took a big bag of CNY goodies which was packed by his mum. bian, THANKS YOUR MUM ON MY BEHALF. train-ed down to orchard, and it was about 8.30pm, pass the underpass to Isetan and look for bian's shoes for CNY. we saw a shoe at $549 and one at $888 with the same branding. it was so nice, but decided to give it a miss as it was too expensive. went over to suntec, and he FINALLY bought a pair of white shoes. and i FINALLY bought my second dress and was picked by bian. had pasta mania outside far east, and bian bian always had marinara with TABASCO, and his reaction after swallowing was, 是好吃的囖, and he will start imitating the taiwanese host. it was about 10.10pm, we went back to Isetan wanting to get titbits from the supermarket but it was closed with security guard outside. make our trip back to the bus stop and bus-ed home.

hate it

i have got an interview tomorrow. there are two candidate who will be me and another person, which i happened to see it on the details email that my consultant sent. its like doing so boring stuffs again, which salary is pathetic after deduction of CPF and stuffs. the position which offers me for an interview, job scopes really sucks. need to help out with projects which i think isnt neccessary. I REALLY HATES INTERVIEW. AS THE FREQUENT QUESTION WILL BE, CAN U TELL ME MORE ABOUT YOURSELF? im always stuck on this question. i dont really know what to say about myself is appropriate as im afraid that i might spill something which i shouldnt. what if i praise myself so highly and turn out when you get to know me im different. isnt it kind of stupid, as you ask someone this question and certainly the person will give you an answer which is more favourable to your ears. am i right? but looking at the current economy status, what more can i choose? i should be grateful that im granted a chance for an interview. secure a job is the most important of all at the time being, be it a boring job.

I HATE INTERVIEWS!!!

eating and shopping spree

yesterday, initially meeting mum at chinatown for 天津楼 for dim sum buffet. but she was held up by her stuffs at work. train-ed down with sis to suntec. had sakae buffet before helping dad to exchange the size of the polo tee.

after a few plates of sushi, we are bloated. next, sis went to get yumi yogurt ice cream.

we went to crocodile and exchange for the size. but suntec outlet doesnt have any more size left. the salesperson check the system and said amk hub have stock. we didnt know that there is crocodile outlet located there, as we usually pass by we didnt realised it. walked over to marina square, esplande, central and finally chinatown.

sis took it down as she find it cute when we are on the crossing the bridge. there were alot of people buying lots of CNY goods. those vendors selling mochi, kept opening and gave it to us. i didnt take any due to my bad experience last year. bought the ai yu bing drink, walked around. bused back to amk hub, changed dad polo tee, bought old chang kee, bused back home.

DILEMMA

this liquor chocolate is tasty. the outer chocolate is smooth and the liquor syrup blend the whole thing up when u chew it and there is bits of crunchy bites in between. can give it a try if u like chocolate and liquor.

yesterday, went bugis again. was so hungry and went to grab a bite at old chang kee. got cheated at the food junction again. the food wasnt as nice as it is. its tasteless. will never eat that again. went over to the suntec carrefour, as mum need me to help her to get some bakery stuffs. before reaching there, bian bian bought pretzels again from auntie's anne. browse around hush puppies shop, whether there is any nice polo tee for dad, but we decided to shop around before getting it. reached the grocceries section in carrefour. firstly, i got my cereals, and the both of us are like walking endlessly looking for the bakery stuffs. we walked section by section by still couldnt find any. bian bian doesnt want to give up and he asked the staffs for help. in the end, we walked pass that area and we didnt even realised it and mum doesnt want it as the price is one time more. wasted time over there. wanted to bused back home, and i realised i havent got the polo for dad. wanted to go back to hush puppies, bian bian saw crocodile and he suggested going there. its much of a dilemma to get the colour and size. sought help from the staff for size and stuffs. finally bought a dark blue and pink combination polo tee. bused back. had bubble tea before going home.

called mum early in the morning and she said the size wasnt right, got to change it before 7 days. got to help mum with her bakery stuffs.

days to write in a post, here goes:

Friday

woke up early in the morning, prepared myself and went clarke quay to meet my buddy buddy and joanne for lunch. intially wanted Sakura Thai Food somewhere near raffles city, but it was packed and people queueing outside so we decided to take Long John Silver. sat down and talk to buddy buddy awhile, as usual let her grumble over the stuffs at work, which we used to do it. i can understand her feelings going through those as she was handling more work than me. joanne came back with the ordered stuffs, and the both of them started talking about work, and i feel kinda outcast. normally when we lunch together we will grumble and whine as much as we can, but this time round seems rather cold. after lunch, bid goodbye to them, buddy buddy doesnt want to let me go and hold my hands and say lets go back together. i feel abit sad, as we used to work together and now im walking away the opposite way from them. train-ed to pasir ris, meet bian bian there before going to his place. we watched the jacky wu show, it was hilarious. we went out after bian bian took his cup noodles. we went to suntec, had our dinner at Pizza Hut. bian bian ordered the new pasta flavour, while i got baked rice. somehow is kinda weird having pasta and backed rice rather than Pizza at Pizza Hut. walked over to marina square, we went into one shop and bian bian find a shoe kinda attractive to him finally. bused back as usual. bian bian reached home and search over the website under Domanchi, but couldnt find the shoe we saw at the shop. he saw one over at the website and its nicer but it seems more formal wearing.

Saturday

bian bian came over to pick me and we train-ed to town. bought our movie ticket Ip Man. had our lunch at the basement. darling session before going up. the show was fantastic and i didnt move my eyeball at all and bian bian thought the show bore me off. in fact my eyes are so painful and i didnt wanted to move it. walked over to bugis and when we were crossing at the traffic light bian bian friend shouted for him so loudly and i thought what happened. he shouted so loudly. we went to the food junction to have our dinner, it was about 9pm. finished our dinner, while we are about to leave bian bian saw his friend again, this time round his friend only wave to him without shouting. i find it so amaze as one of them shouted so loudly and one waved quietly. bused back as usual.

Sunday

nothing much. slacking here and there.

Monday

woke up in the late morning, received bian bian call then got to know that he didnt went to school today. he came over to my place and we went downstairs bought his drink and chip and my lollipop. sat for for about half an hour, mum came back and cooked dinner. we had our dinner and went amk hub for grocceries shopping. bought alot of instant noodles to stock up. bian bian bought a new facial foam, hope it will be good. bian bian stayed over till 11 plus and bused home.

yesterday went bian bian place. dilly dally till 6 plus and we headed to bugis. had pasta mania again, and we gained a combo free of charge. the person wasnt paying any attention when she was keying in. intialy we ordered one combo a and combo c. but she gave us two combo c and key in one combo in the order. are we lucky or is she careless? nevertheless we only saw it when we were munching away. shopped around pacro and bian bian bought a bottom and a polo tee. was paranoid-ing again after he bought those. whether would it match the shirts he bought. over to suntec again and bused back to ang mo kio. strolled back as usual. the both of us was standing outside the lift talking non stop and blocking the way when people came out.

Blessed!

went to market with daddy and sis on saturday and sunday early in the morning. had to drag myself up. had sumptuous for two days. on sun, bought alot of ingredients to cook for dinner. dinner menu: ABC soup and cantonese home self claypot rice. started preparing since 1pm. bian bian came over and wanted to help out. but in the end, i finished all the cutting and preparing. the soup tasted out of expected, tastier than usual as i cooked it for 4 hours. not working but ended up a homemaker. bian bian finally ate the things i cooked. dont say miss it or anything next time. i will cook whatever you want to eat, if i know how to. after dinner, we went amk hub. walking really endlessly up and down the building. bian bian came home with me as mummy asked me to pass the things she brought back from malacca and he stayed till 11.55pm. rushing off to board the last bus.

p/s: i will change my blog song to the one i said, when i get tired of this song. bian bian.

New Year Resolutions

these two days, had been thinking for my NEW YEAR RESOLUTIONS. what should i do? what should i accomplish? how do i work towards it?

heres it goes:

1. Get a new job (with nice environment, nice people and good benefits.)

2. Get rid of my FOUL TEMPER (if not bian bian will really suffers.)

3. Get more tops and bottoms. (its always neccessary for me, even though my closet runs out of hangers and space.)

4. Get my hair some nice treatment. (want it to be smoother.)

5. Meet up with my friends, ex-colleagues and buddies. (miss them.)

6. Give myself a treat to holidays. (austraila, taiwan, hongkong, korea.)

7. Spend more time with my family.

8. Get my car license. (dad is nagging as i said i wanted to get it last year am still dragging it.)

9. Obtained my degree with As. (either full time or part time if possible for As.)

10. Spend more time with bian bian.

listed all out but will i completed it? hope i will put in more efforts in accomplishing it.

Friday

meet up with bian bian at 9pm, catched a movie at amk hub. the show is starting at 9.15pm, we queued up and i realised we are queueing at the wrong counter as it stated its for popcorn only. we changed to another counter, but when its near to our turn, i saw people buying tickets at the counter. i was laughing non stop and bian bian had no reaction. watch lady cop and crook papa if im not wrong with the title, kinda lost in the show. overall is quite nice, there is some hilarious parts. went darling session and bian bian bought almond drink from cheers. it tastes like soya bean but with rich almond taste. bian bian had to finish it as i find it weird. walked home and sensed bian bian not in his usual self and exceptionally quiet. i think he is too tired as he rush from home to amk just to watch a movie with me after work. thanks, dear.

Painful!

had been home the whole day. having terrible backaches. on the phone with bian bian almost the whole day. i was with my attitude again for the second or the third time round. BIAN BIAN HAD BEEN TOLERATING ME AND NOT EVEN FLARE UP FOR ONCE. why are you always accomodating me even though i hurt you so deeply? and you even *****, with all those harsh-ful words again. you didnt really did something really wrong and you keep apologising when im at fault. AM I REALLY COMPAITABLE TO YOU? i really had no confidence. YOU MUST HAVE GREAT DISAPPOINTMENT IN ME. you even came and leave my place without a word and left the patches outside my door. you are still so caring even though all those things that happened. really regretted what i did. 我为什么每次做了才后悔? 总是不想想后果呢?