Independence

i have got be to back the old vanessa, the independent one. had been relying on LZH too much. he will be going for his national service. will be meeting lesser as time passes. got to quickly find a job then will be the time i wont miss him that much and concentrate on my job. ~>.<~ feels kind of moodless as it only left with the remaining 7 days, and will soon reach his enlistment date. without his texts and calls everyday seems bored then. :(