feeling kinda down at this point writing this post. past memories flashed through my mind. keep suppressing myself not to think anything about it, but somehow i could not do it. i wished to bury the happy memories deep in my heart, but i still cant really bring myself to do it. why is there so many ups and down since 2008 started? nothing seems to be going smoothly for me! i had enough!

TAKE ME AWAY FROM MISERY. ANYONE PLEASE?